today i were very sad my cousin go back to s'pore already i cried n donno when can meet them again i very sad i always wanted a better mum n iknow wish will never come true cause tat will stay 4ever the way it is i donwan to have a life tat bad if i can i wan to reborn n my mother is sambakleong n my father is sambak then my life won't be so misreble everytime when i sick i was never been take good care from my parents i very very sad nobody even can help me if a fairy apear n give a wish i would wish for tat i can be reborn my mum n dad was sambak n sambakleong tat would be my one n only wish please god apear a fairy for me my lif is very misreble i don wan to hav a life lik this anymore plese god natasha renesh i will always put the two of u first in my heart so as sambak n sambakleong i very sad